Friday, September 11, 2009


Not enough hours in the day.
Trying my best to study as often as possible. Pairing down my things sooner rather than later. Need to apply for student loans by the end of the month.
Started back at Robotlove again. Exciting but also a little bummed out I have to give up my Friday and Saturdays off.
I just need more time. I need to tell myself it's okay to give myself time.
I need a planner.
I feel like I've been neglectful of my friends. But I have no choice sometimes.

I'm anxious and excited and overwhelmed. I just need to breathe and remember that everything always works out in the end.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Oh yeah I forgot. I got in to Temple. Moving to Tokyo at the end of December. Starting 2010 in 日本。

Please find me if you'd like to see me before I go. I will miss you all.

Niki, I love you. Please come stay with me soon.

Sunday, August 9, 2009


applied for a university in tokyo. find out in 8 days if i'm moving there or not. hoping the answer is yes. hoping to make the journey. hoping mike gets in too, so i can have one of my best friends close by.

i'm 22 now and i'm the happiest i've been in my lifetime.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Summer is not the time for sitting. It is the time for doing.

Well. Unless that sitting is on the beach.

Turning over a new leaf. Tomorrow is a new day.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

I'm stretched so thin.

Niki left for Uganda this morning. I am so proud of her, but also so scared for her.

I am doing nothing. I want to be more than this.

I have been light headed every day still. I don't understand.

What do I do?

Monday, June 8, 2009


I'm alive. I promise.

I'm happy mostly.

My car won't start, but I didn't even get that sad about it. Hopefully we can figure it out.

I need to move out. I'm poor as hell. It's really a sad thing, because I love my apartment. But my bank account does not.

I'm not really sure what else to say. I need to do a bunch of work still, like always. But things are going pretty well.

But exciting news. I get to help TA Biological Systems with Abbi next semester! I can't wait to learn everything I can from her. She is amazing.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Give it up.

I've made a lot of decisions in the last week. Now it's time to make it happen.

I'm too accustomed to being free now. I don't think I can be anyones anything. I'm too well adjusted to doing everything I want to do all the time by myself.

I have summer goals, but I don't feel I need to share them. They are mine and I will keep them for me. As soon as you share them, they become harder to attain. So in my brain they stay.

I'm getting my hair messed with tomorrow. I can't decide what to do. I want a drastic change but I don't want to regret it. We'll see what happens.